The summertime loose schedule was wonderful - it seemed that I was able to get chores done at my leisure, yardwork and exercise when I wanted to, a feeling of satisfaction as I could immerse myself in a book or craft project.
Now, the school year has thrust itself upon me. Commandeering the classroom, the homefront, and the scout pack is a juggling act in and of itself. But while that is a true balancing act I still need to ensure that I can keep a balance for myself.
Back to the AYF way of thinking - the Four-Fold way of life: PMSR - physical, mental, social & religious. As the weather cools off, I do notice that my physical self slows down (no more mowing lawn, less geocaching, less gardening and hauling plants) but I still need to find ways to motivate myself through the winter. Mentally, keeping the monotony of school (perpetually being in the 8th grade...) at bay is a challenge. The same problem can be twisted around to become fresh and exciting for both the students and for myself. Socially, even though my social circle is actually fairly small, I need to solidify my friends vs. my colleagues. Talking shop at social events does need to be limited. I'm quite guilty of that myself. My religious side is one that is definitely becoming more spiritual as opposed to a physical location. Finding peace with my contributions to the larger society is one way that I have found a way to get in touch with my spiritual self. Meditation, slowing down to enjoy the small things, appreciating nature and the little quiet that I have with a cup of coffee are becoming more and more precious. It's interesting to me to see how my perspective has changed in the last few years. What is important: self-preservation, family, standing your ground for what you believe, health. Looking ahead while learning from the past.
